In love with my alter ego

Have you ever felt that you were in love with urself? Naturally, you would. So did Narcissus. But have you ever felt this strong feeling towards your alter ego? Consequencies abound when you realize that this other character of yours is more admirable than your true self? Let me add another twist here. What if this alter ego is a real person you know? A person who is everything you ever wanted to be.

Impossible though it may sound, you are filled with mixed emotions at the sight and consciousness of seeing and being with a person who is an extension of you. Unexpressable and unparallel would be your love. For it is but insanity to ever hate one's own self. Can you stop yourself from falling in love with such a person. I have tried and failed